刚下载了 “神雕侠侣”，一口气，看完。

杨过和小龙女两个虽受尽磨难，但两人从一开始便是世上最辛福的人。我读过金庸的小说，这次“神雕侠侣” 是把这两人之间关系演现最好的。

看到最后，两人十六年后重逢，又觉高兴，又觉伤心

我他妈太娘娘腔

我忙.......我不忙...........

 

一连跟朋友出去了两个晚上。

礼拜五朋友过生日，去Olive Garden 吃晚饭，不知谁出的馊主意，买了$170的 Liquor, 什么 bacardi, russian vodka, gin, baileys, jack daniels, malibu, 一应据全。一人出 $20. 吃饭又$20. 然后我又去买东西，$40， 他妈的一晚上花了我 $80 左右。每瓶酒都打开了一遍，我差点醉------靠！

昨晚又跟朋友出去，去 bars, 去了三个，又他妈的昏昏颠颠，$30 又没了. 一直想回家，被留到 2 点，谁知出来外面漂起大雪。我靠！ 回家零晨 3 点我们灵魂出鞘要去堆雪人。哈哈，开车到校园，忙了1 个小时，才发现刚下的雪太松，没法堆......><

 

今早11点又起来去找好明年的住处，4点才回来。

 

 

说我忙.....我又忙啥？都是些屁事

说我不忙.....我怎么也没闲着....

 

 

 

 

 

真他妈的便宜，KONICA MINOLTA. DiMAGE X1     8.0 megapixel, 3x optical zoom

美国绿票子只要 $299.99，加 $50.00 rebate -------> 只有 $249.99. 我应不应该买呢？太便宜了! 手痒...

个位大虾请给我出主意 

没学问的男生对没学问的女生说：我爱你！

没学问的女生对没学问的男生说：我也爱你！

男生又说：我们两真是一对，你就像苍蝇，我就像牛粪。

 

这是我说的话，因为我有学问:

我对你说：我爱你！

你对我说：我也爱你！

我又说：我们两真是一对，你就像梅菜，我就像扣肉。

最美的感觉：      是                               咖啡，苦苦的味道.....

                                                               蛋糕.....苦尽甜来

           

                                                               寂寞，伤感的味道.....

                                                               知己.....雨露甘甜

 

                                                               明白我的良苦用心....

                                                                    感到自己的眼泪.......

                                                               

                                                               我........冲动...........

                                                                    我........心痛...........

                                                               

 

                                                               苦后...........

                                                               我其待着甜

我真的好累。这样的活着.......

想想现在的生活....是为了什么.

苦苦读书十几年。就为了早出晚归的.....上班

毕业后说不定还没上学时自在

 

我不想现在的生活

把毕业，找工作，烦恼放下

 

无忧无虑
当我的和尚

 

金刚经

 金刚经为一切凡圣悟心之门，了悟无明妄心，即是妙慧真心，二心同体，故曰
悟心。三界以心为主，心名为地，能印心者，究竟解脱，故又名一切凡夫入如来地
顿悟法门。惟经义深邃，倘不解如来所说义，则心地莫由证入，此读诵讲解之不可
忽也。震旦人具有大乘根性，于此经最有缘，独苦不解其义，讲者每多依文解字，
此是释字，非属解义，闻者复杂参我见，附会邪说，于心地法门，远之又远。

哥们儿我这礼拜发疯，离我远点儿

三个期中考到一天了....

無聊, 苦惱...不知所措

甚至到自己討厭自己. 周末朋友去bar,可自己還差1個禮拜才21歲......

雖然回國的時候每天都有去bar, 也沒覺得有甚麼希罕的. 但回美國,不能去了,想去的隱又上來.

 

自己就是這麼賤

 

 

give an update for the interview:

it went well.

但為了面試,花了$200塊買了件suit.這個月生活費去了一大半.........>.<

每天就是 ranmen & cup noodles 啦.

 

還是一個字:  賤

 

 

明天去 New Jersey 面試.......生產 M&Ms 超大美國巧克力公司 Mars. Inc.

 

 

 

緊張........

Lonely,
I'm Mr. lonely,
I have nobody,
call my owwnnn

Lonely
I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
call my owwnn

Lonely,
I'm Mr. lonely,
I have nobody,
call my ownnn

I'm so lonely....

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there, man ya' know who got to have that one "good girl" whose always been there like it's worth all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave yeah.

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda' sworn I was dreamin', for her I was feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova' these few years, tryna' figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cause, ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

Cant believe I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put you thru you still stuck around and stayed by my side, what really erked me is I broke your heart, baby you a good girl and I had no right, I really wanna make things right, cause without you in my life girl.

 

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through. Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing you cause ain't nowhere in the globe I'd rather be, ain't no one in the globe I'd rather see, then the girl of my dreams that made me be so happy but now so lonely.

Never thought that I'd be alone, I didnt think you'd be gone this long, I just want you to call my phone, stop playing girl and come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished dat I would hurt my baby, and its drivin' me crazy cause...